I so fucking love you
Because love is what matters the most?
Let's keep it cheesy
So yesterday you got a stupid sonnet about distance and how we'll bravely face it because we have our together. Today's starting with I love you, but hey, I promise the chocolate will not be as bad :) anyway! Now's for the cheesiness.
I told you countless times that I never loved this way and I'm going to do it again. I know you don't really like when I talk about my past relationships and shit so I'm not going to do too much of that - mostly because there's just no comparison possible between what we live and what I lived before, for that you are so unique and for that we have forever. It's as simple as looking at how much time we spend together.
2800 hours in calls.
500 messages each day.
I simply never spent that much time with any other human being. Never ever. Because I never found someone worth it and because I cannot stand it. Excepting with you. That's how much I love you - you just bypass any anti-human properties I have and turn it into an addiction to you presence.
When you're not around, time stops. Of course, I can cope with it stopping by doing all the random tasks and things I have to do on a daily basis but in the end, my day only really starts when you're finally home and we can be together.
You're making time sound like a weird thing that only has a meaning when we're desperate for more, just like when it's time to go, time to leave you, time to wait for the next summer.
With you, 265 days spent together sound like having known each other forever. And forever sounds like a reality we can reach when we hold hands.
Waiting until you're home, waiting a year, waiting three years, waiting... Doesn't matter anymore. Waiting doesn't make sense because it's just like if we waited alread. I can already hear your voice, feel you close to me, see us living together. It sounds so far away, yet it is so close.
Time only matters to those in a hurry, and we have forever. That must be why.
Your chocolate for today is, like, an early Christmas gift. Something you found out about already and which bothered you because you wanted to know more about it and stuff! Well, here's the whole story:
So mh. Yes that's how you're going to get your tombstone ;) I was kinda twisting the truth when I said you'd have access thanks to my second invite but, well, nope, you're getting your own PUMA Kickstarter tier thingy ❤